For popular high school senior Samantha Kingston(Sam), February 12—”Cupid Day”—should be one big party, a day of valentines and roses and the privileges that come with being at the top of the social pyramid until she dies in a terrible accident that night.
However, she still wakes up the next morning. In fact, Sam lives the last day of her life seven times, until she realizes that by making even the slightest changes, she may hold more power than she ever imagined. Before I Fall is now a major motion picture.
The plot of Before I fall
Cupid’s Day is supposed to be the most exciting day of the year for high school senior Samantha “Sam” Kingston and her friends, Lindsey, Ally, and Elody. After attending a huge party with her friends, Samantha gets in the car with a drunk driver, crashes, and dies. For the next seven days, Sam is forced to relive the day of her death, slowly peeling away layers of truth to find a deeper understanding of what it means to love, lose, and live.
The narrator, Sam Kingston, recalls the “greatest hits” of her short-lived life, saying that if she could choose to relive any of those days, she would, but the truth is that when you die, you never know it’s going to be your last day. The last thing Sam remembers is laughing with her friends in Lindsey’s car, leaving a party, when there’s a flash of light, something running in front of the car, and then the squeal of tires, blackness, nothing.
The First day of Before I fall
On the first day, Cupid’s Day, Sam is more concerned with how many roses she’ll receive from her friends, signaling her popularity, than studying for her classes. Today is also the day she’s supposed to lose her virginity to Rob. She goes through the day as usual, with her super popular friends, ruling the school and bullying all who annoy her, including Juliet Sykes, the beautiful and quiet girl she and her friends have been bullying since sixth grade.
That night, Sam and her friends attend Kent McFuller’s party – even though they find him dorky and weird – and are shocked when Juliet dares to confront them in public, calling them “bitches.” The girls fight back by calling her a psycho and dumping their beers over her head. Soon the entire party joins in, pouring their beers over Juliet, singing the theme song to the film “Psycho,” physically shoving her out of the party.
Death in Before I fall
The only person with any sense of outrage is Kent, who stares at Sam with shocked horror on his face. Sam escapes the uncomfortable situation by running to Lindsey’s car, and the girls speed off. As they drive away, a flash of white leaps in front of the car, and they crash. Sam dies.
On Day Two, Lindsey wakes to wonder what has just happened to her. She thought she was dead and now she wakes up to find that it’s Cupid’s Day all over again. Throughout the entire day, Sam can’t decide if she dreamt the night before, if she’s having extreme déjà vu, or if she’s just going crazy. As the day progresses, she realizes that she is actually reliving Cupid’s Day and that she has some control over the way the day unfolds.
On the third day, Sam attempts to control the situation, thus preventing her death, by doing everything right and being nice to everyone.
She convinces her friends not to attend Kent’s party and stay in for a movie night instead. She starts to realize that she has feelings for Kent and that she is no longer attracted to Rob. When everything starts falling into place, Sam is elated. She is positive this plan is going to work and that tomorrow, she will be faced with a new day: February 13.
At Ally’s house that night, she nervously watches the minutes tick forward on the clock, knowing that the time of her death; 12: 39 is fast approaching. When the clock ticks to 12:40, Sam wants to scream with joy: she has beat death! The celebration is short-lived when, an hour later, Ally’s mom comes downstairs to tell the girls that Juliet Sykes has killed herself. It becomes clear to Sam that there has been some sort of tradeoff: she has lived, but Juliet has died.
The Realisation in Before I fall
Once Sam realizes that her death and Juliet’s death are intertwined, Sam gets to work trying to save them both. On both the fifth and sixth days, Sam tries, unsuccessfully, to save Juliet by sending her roses, speaking to her at the party, and chasing her through the woods. On the fifth day, Sam discovers that the white flash before Lindsey’s car crashes is not the brights on oncoming traffic, but Juliet’s dress as she hurls herself in front of Lindsey’s car. Every day Juliet dies, Sam dies as well.
Final Day in Before I fall
On the final day, Sam wakes with a sense of peace, knowing that the ultimate sacrifice must be made: she must die before Juliet in order to save her. On the final night, Sam pushes Juliet away from the oncoming traffic, taking the full force of the crash on herself, dying in the process. Many readers will be outraged that Sam had to die, but the novel has been building up to this sacrifice since Day One.
Sam’s sacrifice is what gives her life meaning. She has embraced life and love and that is the true meaning of what it is to live.
In her final moments, Sam watches her “greatest hits” pass her by—all the best moments of her life speed past one by one. Sam says she isn’t afraid to die and remarks that the moment of death is full of light, warmth, and beauty. One day, she says, her readers will see for themselves.
This book has so many beautiful and meaningful quotes.
I think of all the thousands of billions of steps and missteps and chances and coincidences that have brought me here. Brought you here and it feels like the biggest miracle in the world.
This was a lovely book to read. It was a hearty book, full of little surprises that keep the suspense going. This book evoked such strong emotion. I’m not exaggerating when I say that I was bawling by the end of the story. For me, the stories that awaken your emotions are always the most powerful and memorable.